Neil Crowder, a restless, unidentified piece of the Long Island punk scene, figured he’d accepted his fate as a scallawag long before he made a moth-infested hell hole his home. Having settled into a family of choice- made of rambunctious, beer-guzzling misfits, it isn’t until he stumbles into a strange encounter with a goat and a mud pit does he begin a journey. Under a challenge to alter his destructive life and find himself, Neil learns to cope with restlessness and relationships. He recognizes real friends from enemies, battles through addiction and pain, and somehow overcomes his fears about realizing his own potential. Somewhere behind the rancid stains of the rut, it is possible for a punk like Neil to achieve a sense of nobility and even take on the qualities of a real human being.