Emotionally Available, Financially Questionable is a warm, witty, and emotionally honest memoir about love, heartbreak, terrible decisions, suspicious chemistry, and the deeply offensive process of learning how to heal without becoming hard.

With dark gay humor, sharp self-awareness, and unexpected tenderness, Kurt Modrow traces the chaos of loving too much, staying too long, rebuilding from the wreckage, and somehow remaining hopeful anyway. This is a book for anyone who has ever mistaken intensity for intimacy, confused a red flag for a personality trait, or tried to become a better person while still being mildly unhinged.

Equal parts funny, vulnerable, dramatic, and painfully relatable, Emotionally Available, Financially Questionable is about surviving emotional chaos with your softness intact. It is a reminder that healing is rarely graceful, growth is often embarrassing, and peace might still be hot.